This is who I really am.
Dear follower (to be),
my name is Eszti, though on Tumblr I’m better known as “Letowhore”. I live in the Netherlands, a small country in Europe., In case you do not know it; you might have heard about Amsterdam? That’s the capital city of the country. I live in the far south, though, near the Belgian border.
I’m a student - studying to become a translater (in German) though that’s not want I want to be at all. Ever since highschool I have been dreaming of becoming a tattoo artist. I got rejected at a lot of different art schools, though. Not because of a lack of creativity - they did actually like my drawings - but because of my opinion about most forms of art. I hate it that there’s just few people that do believe in me. But it makes me want to work even harder and prove them all wrong.
I would not call music “my life”, but there’s nothing I love more than going to concerts. Other ‘hobbies’ are drawing, writing, fitness (I do actually enjoy working out) and cooking. I’m a vegetarian - in case you’re wondering: I already was before I even knew about 30STM. I never kill any living animal, not even mosquitos. I just don’t think it’s fair that just because these bugs are annoying us, we have the right to kill. Considering going vegan because I do not actually want to support the abuse of animals in any way.
I’m fascinated by Buddhism, though I’m not a Buddhist. It’s a dream to visit Asia some day.
I do believe in true love but I don’t think everyone is lucky enough to find his or her soulmate.
I have some weird fascinations for Jared Leto, wedge heels and hairless cats. My blog is all about MARS, though.

Twenty things you should(n’t) know about me…
#1. I know a pretty face can make some things in life way easier.
#2. I’m addicted to cranberry juice (well – not addicted in an unhealthy way. I just really like it.)
#3. My favorite foods are avocado, mango, coconut and pomegrenate.
#4. I absolutely LOVE the summer. I live for long and hot summer nights.
#5. I wasted my teenage years on a gone-out-of-hand celebrity crush.
#6. I really HATE Hollywood and it’s strange aim for perfection.
#7. When I was 14 I decided to become famous and I saved all my money to buy a Hello Kitty guitar. Still can’t play it. (And don’t have the intention to.)
#8. I hate the feeling of getting tattooed, but I want at least one full sleeve
#9. My worst property is that I’m extremely jealous…
#10. The first time I came into a (Dutch) coffee shop, I was 11 years old
#11. There’s hardly any fast food I like and somehow I can’t manage to finish eating a (baked!) deep frozen pizza.
#12. I can’t stand NOT being looked at when I’m walking down the street
#13. Aging frightens me a lot.
#14. I love watching the moon… Gives me extremely romantic feelings. I love how someone could be a 600KM away from you and still see the same bright light in the sky, where you can both look at at the same time .
#15. I’m trying to keep my body modifications as symmetrical as possible - though that’s not always possible with tattoos.
#16. Somehow I lose interest in most people extremely fast - the ones I keep hanging on to are all very interesting in their own way
#17. I’ve got a strange obsession with eyebrows and I think ugly eyebrows can mess up any pretty face
#18. I used to be in a commercial for Mars (THE CHOCOLATE BAR!) many years ago
#19. I think being a “fan” of someone makes you look quite submissive.
#20. Paparazzos really disgust me. They are one of the very few things that can get me mad by just… Existing.
